Confessions of An Unemployed Law Student.

Hi guys! Happy Friday!

Hope you have all had a wonderful week and are looking forward to partying over the weekend. Life has been good so far I guess, school and assignments.

I also started driving. Yay!! I've had my license for more than two years but I had no reason to drive, I’m yet to get to a car so I’m just using my mums. It’s actually not that bad, I’m still a bit scared but I guess it’s the norm for new drivers.

I am over my fear of walking home, I don't look back as much anymore and I found a tener walking home two nights ago, 'Free burger King ' , I wouldn't have found the money if I was sitting in the car driving and I also see it as good luck as I haven't found money in years.

In other news I’m so pissed off my E.U lecturer gave me a D 47% , E.U is probably one of the worst and hardest law modules ever, I find it very difficult to understand and I guess not attending lectures makes it worst. It’s also not my fault do not attend lectures as all my assignments are due on a Wednesday so I ditch E.U to get them done.

My faith is getting stronger guess, I try to put God in almost everything I do and I guess it’s working, talking to other Muslims is helping me a lot, I’m far away from wearing a hijab or wearing skirts but I guess I’m not the worst Muslim alive. I found some really cool videos on YouTube about Islam, they are very educative and it’s very nice and motivating to hear what Muslim youths have to say about our religion. There is a video below for those who are interested in watching.

Do you guys have any good study tips ? Feel free to comment. Thank you.

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The Act of Indecent Dressing.

I've always wondered how women can walk around looking almost naked yet feeling comfortable with it. I've never been one for going out with skimpy clothes, I do have some skirts and dresses that are above the knees, but they stay unworn in the back of the wardrobe, I wore a very questionable leather peplum to the beach and I felt very uncomfortable, had to pull it down ever time I stood up , and when It was my turn to go get drinks my brothers friend took a look at me and told me to sit down. I was embarrassed, but I turned a lot of heads, when we switched locations to Waterside I had a guy wait for me outside the toilet since he couldn't approach me in from of the two intimidating men I was with. He offered to take me out clubbing and I blamed it on the skirt because I was dressed like I belonged in a club.

Lost.

Its 7am I can't sleep the insomnia is back, WTF is wrong with me, I've not stepped out the door for five days been holed up in my house for almost a week not doing anything reasonable well except for catching up on series and stuffing my face. My routine consists of waking up when ever I want or by a phone call, getting ready brushing, shower and back in bed I go, getting up to get food or to got to the bathroom , I've been doing this for the last three weeks and Its not healthy, I have nothing better to do and I'm not motivated to do anything or I just cant be arsed but which ever one it is it all needs to stop because its driving me nuts. I feel trapped !!! I have so many bright ideas. I wrote so many stories in my head, but I find it hard to put pen to paper or even do a blog post. I'm lost. Is this okay ? Is it normal? My faith is at an all time low, I can't even cry out to God for help, I just cant be bothered. I cannot do this any longer. I need...

ESCAPE

"God will punish you', I shouted as I tried to chase the man who robbed me" "E no go better for you ', I am fighting a battle I know I’m not going to win, but I hate being cheated, I settled on the train tracks to catch my breath, a few minutes before the train passes. A small crowd gathered the nosy bastards who have nothing better to do on a Monday morning, I look up from after a few minutes, I have no choice, a pair of over-bleached feet appeared beside me. The sight of someone's skin bearing a striking resemblance to over roasted plantain nearly made me regurgitate the contents of my stomach. "How far now? she asked putting her hands on my waist.

Literal Diva

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