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Confessions Of An Unemployed Law Student.

Hi guys! It’s had been a while, I've been busy working on assignments and short stories for the blog; I am still new to this and also trying to figure out things and the settings of the blog. School has been hectic , I've got to much assignments to hand in , two on Wednesday which I’m not half way done with all thinks to Dexter 'great show by the way if you are into serial killers , a lot of blood though ' .
There is nothing exciting going on in my life at the moment but I went shopping. Got a pair of boots I always wanted all sale, well not exactly the same one but, an imitation of the original does not kill I guess, can't wait to Rock them , already putting looks together in my head. 
Shopping used to be a crucial part of my life, which I can no longer afford due to the expenses of school so it’s all needs over wants unfortunately *sobs*.

Lectures resumed fully for the new year today, I spent two hours in Constitution Law listening to my 63 year old lecturer who is a bachelor, never been married, doesn't believe in religion, rant about how religion doesn't have to do with law. I don’t get how that will learn from that, I guess an active debate helps you think. 
I'm still scared to walk home for the bus stop, so I have my mum pick me up, I don't know how i'm going to manage when she goes back to Nigeria. 
That is all for now, I will try to add more next time , hope you all enjoy whats left of the day and have a wonderful week . 
Until next time! 

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  1. An imitation of the original doesn't kill my dear.LOL

    Like i said before,give it time,you'd get past the fear and you'd start living your normal life.

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    1. Abi it's what you can afford that goes. Lol
      Yeah I am trying to, one step at a time i guess. Thank you :)

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