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 Hi Guys,

I'm officially in my late twenties, well late twenties start at 26, I'm counting from 27 because that's 3 years from 30 and 3 years is a long time. 

I am a day older, my 27th birthday was yesterday the 1st of December. I was expecting sadness, I had it all planned in my head, get a hotel, a bottle of Prosecco, some Chinese and sushi have a lovely bubble bath, pray and cry myself to sleep. 

Unfortunately, thing's did not go as planned and I'm not mad at it. 

I started my prayers at half 11, prayed for about an hour, felt a certain sense of happiness and joy after praying and that was enough for the entire day. 

I watched a few Youtube videos, played switch with my cousin. Played the lotto, won 4 euros, even though I paid 7 for the ticket. I play the lotto on my birthday. 




I took some photo's, which almost ruined the day because I noticed how much weight I gained, my jeans don't fit and a double chin is starting to form. HELP!!!! 

I looked back at the last year, and I am very happy for the small wins, small wins are all I have, but I am very optimistic and I am very sure thing will be way better before my 28th. 

Was in an accident two days before my birthday last year, I spent the day and 23 more days in the hospital with my ex, one thing I am very happy about is the gift of life and good health  

I'm starting to see signs of the great things coming my way and I honestly cannot wait for everything to fall into place, an acquaintance from law school reached about an opportunity that can be career-changing.

I ended the day with some cheap wine, cocktails and Chinese.



Cheers to 27 🥂🥂

XXXX

L.D 

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