Thursday, 16 October 2014

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Hi Guys,
I've been busy in the last two weeks, but I hope every one is fine.
I got an answer from the school , so I have to repeat constitutional law, the assignments and exams, I was shocked but got over it pretty quickly as they say everything happens for a reason.
For now I'm job hunting, droppings CV's as if my life depends on it, Ruk's needs a job badly and terribly, I have all the time now so I might as well make the most of it and make some money too.

I don't know why I cant get a job , I'm pretty much frustrated at this point but I'm not going to give up, even dropping CV's at stores that I know would not hire me, because I know I do not fit the criteria of their staff.
I walked into  Michael Kors to drop a CV and was embarrassed the minute I walked in, the girls working there were tall and model like, so there I was, 5'1 size 14. I looked so lost in the store, one of the sales assistant noticed I had a CV, therefore I couldn't walk out so I put on a fake smile, gave the manager my C.V and walked out.

I've never imagine how hard life can be for single parents and I got  first hand experience in the last two weeks, my mum went back home leaving your's truly in charge. Dropping and picking the kids in school , they all attend three different schools and from 8:30 to 4 I spend my time driving, cooking and cleaning, I almost fell asleep at the wheel today but I managed. To all the single parents out there God is your strength and I pray you all reap the fruit of your labour.

Oh I got to hang out with my brother who I haven't seen or talked to in 14 years, it was fun having him around the house, It was as if we didn't lose a day and now he is gone. I do miss him though a lot.

Got two piercings, re-pierced my tragus and it hurts a lot, the other one somewhere me and the future hubby can see . No its not down south.

That's all for now.
Until next time.
XXXX
L.D

Sunday, 5 October 2014

Saturday night.

Was out last night and it was fun, partying with my elder brother whom I haven't seen in fourteen years. Last night was my first  night out since I decided to stop drinking and it went pretty well queuing for over 15 minutes at the bar for a can of red bull, happy days !.

I hated the fact I was sober apart from giving up alcohol, I was the designated driver and I was too sober to witness some of the things going on around me, grown women in their thirties and forties squeezing their over flowing bits into peplum dresses and the rest looking like they stepped of a fashion court room after been convicted for committing the worst fashion offence known to mankind.